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Long Time No See...?

Well, um, Merry Christmas everyone!

Man, has it really been a year since I've posted last? Damn...

Well... I... Uh... I'm not sure what to say. Nothing significant has happened in my life in the past year, really. I mean, I got in and out of the Glee fandom and I got back into Hetalia and several other animes. I haven't read any bandom in awhile, though, so if it's still alive (As I said, it's been awhile...) I might go read some Brencer or something.


Wow, I haven't posted in awhile. I've been feeling really depressed lately, so I decided I should try and get some advice. Well, I have a group of best friends and I love them all (as friends, of course) but I feel like they're ignoring me and are growing distant. I mean, tonight they all got together and I don't think they even thought about inviting me. (It's been pointed out that maybe she was only allowed to invite 2 people, but she's had 5 over at one time before so...) We like to role play a lot and we have quite a few in progress. One of their favorites is one I don't really like, but they talk about it all the time and get farther into it without telling me until afterwards. Recently they even broke up one of my favorite pairings... I feel really bad for feeling this way, but a lot of these problems started this year when I became closer to one of the friends I didn't know very well. She's awesome, but she tends to push everyone around and is very demanding. I love being her friend, but it's almost like she's stealing all of my other friends and I feel very left out. She tends to move a lot and I know I'm a horrible person for thinking this, but I almost want her to move away again. I have a journal that I write things like this in, but I always end up in tears when I finish writing. I would love to confront one of them about this, but I'm much too passive to even attempt to. And even if I did confront them, they may see it as not being a real problem and that I'm overreacting. This has led me to think I'm a selfish attention-whore and that I don't actually deserve to be their friend. Sorry I wrote so much, but I've felt so down and I really wanted to get all of this out.

Random Anime Question-thing

Once again, I'm up late...

So, here is the result of my boredom! (And proof that I figured out how to make a cut :D)

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Death Note

So it's almost 3 am and I'm still awake...

Anyways, I finished Death Note a few days ago and it was one of the best animes I have ever seen. I was so sad when I finished because it was so epic. So, if you like anime and/or you haven't seen Death Note yet, I suggest you go watch it. ^_~

Now I'm onto the mangas! (Though my mom won't let me read any of manga until I finish my summer reading T.T)


Will I sound really nerdy if I say I'm going to an anime event at my mall this Saturday with by best friend? We're going to cosplay as random Soul Reapers (from Bleach) and we'll be there for 6 hours. We're going to try and get Ichigo and Byakuya plushies so we can "have IchiBya in our beds :D". (IchiBya is one of our favorite pairings from Bleach - and it's yaoi ^^) Along with those Cat's going to get either the 3rd Bleach movie or the 4th season and I'm going to get Kyou Kara Maoh, Sukisho, Gravitation, or Junjou Romantica depending on what they have. Oh, and I'm sorry if this makes no sense to any of you, but I'm really excited anyways and wanted to tell someone else.

(I feel really bad that I've been neglecting my LJ, so I decided to update a bit more.)


So, a few months ago I found out my best friend likes slash and yaoi. She writes a lot of fics, but mostly for animes we like. (Bleach, OHSHC, Fruits Basket, etc...) I think she told me once she even reads Tokio Hotel slash. Well, I finally convinced her to make an account on here and we'll probably create it later when I head over to her house. What finally got her was the promise of Merlin slash she could find here. :D Anyways, I was just really happy that I wasn't the only one of my friends. I may even try to sneak her some Peterick or something. (She loves Fall Out Boy, too ^^) Once she makes her account, if anyone wants to talk to her just ask me for her username, I guess. (She's pretty awesome, in my opinion, and I'm sure after she gets over her shyness/anti-social tendencies she'd love to talk to some of you.

Anime/Manga Club and OAA's

Well, I haven't updated in awhile so I guess I'll do it now.

So as the top says, I'm going to try and start an anime/manga club at my school. My friend Sara and I had both been wanting to start one but only started discussing it today because I've been loaning my friends the manga my sister got me while she was in Chicago. We're going to try to convince the principal to let us start it before the end of the year and I already have a bunch of ideas on what to do in it. We're going to meet up at her house sometime and make fliers and whatnot if we get approved. I'm so "pumped" (as another one of my friends would say) that I don't know whether I'll be able to sleep tonight. (Not that I do that anyway...)

Also, we has out last OAA yesterday. (Wo0t!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D) The math one wasn't very hard nor was the reading but it's still aggravating to sit through 2 1/2 hours for a test. Most of us have been wondering why they changed it from the OAT's but I guess they wanted them to sound less "scary" or "intimidating".

Anyways, let's get back to manga. I started reading Fruits Basket and it is seriously awesome. ^_^ I only have volumes 1 and 2 right now but my mom is taking me (and maybe one of the friends I converted) book shopping on Tuesday. Mamotte! Lollipop is great as well. I'm so glad my main/bestbestbest friends are getting into the things I like. I feel like we'll get even closer through this and we'll have more things to talk about at lunch.

Hmmm... I guess that's about it. (My life's not very exciting if you haven't noticed) Well, I got blisters from walking to the library with my dad. So yea, nothing else of interest. Now I'm off to go find a way to get more than 6 hours of sleep!

And I learned how to do fancy stuffs!!! (ex. the bolded-ness at the top)

My iPod introduced me to Ouran High School Host Club. I have this app that has pictures and it has an anime section. I really like anime so I decided to check it out. I found pics of OHSHC and after watching the first episode I was hooked.

It contains the only incest pairing I'll ever like. I don't care for incest much and have never liked or enjoyed reading/watching it. (Except for Clary and Jace from the MI series, but we all knew they weren't actually siblings.) Hikaru/Kaoru is my favorite OTP for the whole show, really. It's just that they're so cannon and so cute and EEEEK!!!! I just love them. :)

Other than that I think I'll only have 1 or 2 B's on my upcoming report card (the rest being A's) and I broke up with my boyfriend. Okay, technically my best friend did it for me but still... It just wasn't working anymore. And I really like his best friend. And my best friend really likes him.

I guess that's it. No big plans for the break, just gonna order some band merch or anime on Wednesday and go shopping with my friend EEP on Thursday.

Mike Carden Obsession

I gave up on the whole writing thing - it's just not for me. I'll continue reading/commenting.

As you can tell from the subject/my icon I have a new obsession! I've also spent the last, like, 4 hours watching TAI TV - downloading seasons 2+3 onto my iPod right now.

And I hate that some of my favorite pairings are so rare! There aren't many Sisky/Butcher fics and there are only like 10 Chisden (Michael Guy Chislett/Mike Carden) *sigh* Oh well, I'll just have to deal with it. (Though if you read this and write one I will be eternally grateful.)

So anyways it's almost 1 am here so I should get to bed. Goodnight!

P.S. If anyone could teach me how to make a cut and all the fancy stuff I don't know how to do I will love you forever. (In the non-creepy way, of course)

Story/Plot Ideas? Anyone?

I'm trying (and failing) to write a story.

I really am trying to work up to writing my first bandom fic.

BUT! I am a terrible writer right now and need a little help...

So... Any ideas? I've been playing around with high school fics but I want to try some other things, too. I appreciate any and all help given. :)

I know I'm a boring person who rambles too much and that most probably skip over my posts, but if you actually do (on occasion) read about my uninteresting life and have some ideas, please comment!